Thursday, August 16, 2007;
So...... this blog's turning extinct...
Havent had time... or the mental capacity to write in here....
The power of a touch...
Tonight, I realized how important it is to be able to talk with someone about things that are happening... tonight, I feel better... tonight, someone proved that words might have power, but not as much power as a touch could do to a person who is down and out. Tonight, someone could be genuine and a someone did... Tonight, someone poured out everything, shared their past and was willing to listen... Tonight, I found a new confidant... someone who has a proven track, someone who is not entangled in the same web... No pity parties, no fake smiles or concern, just pure life counsel.....
I want to last the distance, but in order to do so, I have to be careful... so very careful... Maybe I am pushing myself too hard...
I have 9 wks till my Masters project is due and I think so far I am doing ok... I can only tell how well I'm doing in 4 weeks when I'm finished with the shoot... People think I'm being too ambitious trying to finish a major production in 15 weeks, but if that makes me happy, I'm going to try and do it... in fact it will be good...
Need to hang in there... in a few months time, things would be better...
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11:59 PMY
Wednesday, August 01, 2007;
so... in another hour, I am another yr older... this year's nothing special... I'm busy with work and if I can leave here before the clock strikes midnight tonight, and leave work tomorrow before 12am, I'd be happy... But chances of that happening is not looking positive... I have Uni tomorrow morning and get back only around 2pm. If Pam still wants to have lunch, I'll have lunch, if not I'll just go straight back into work. And there's a big meeting at 6pm with the Big boss, and after will be more work. Pathfinders is up on Friday morning which means the times for Pathfinders have to be done... and so do the rest of the times. I cannot believe it is already almost Thursday.
Uni's good and I'm enjoying it, even though its lots of hard work. I've got 12 weeks to finish a 20min film and so far I've finished the script. Huge and touches on some heavy topics... but at least there is hope...
On the personal life front, nothing else has happened. I am lucky if I get more than 5hrs a day of sleep.
I feel like crap... and have been feeling like that for the past week since Sunday. I think I might be coming down with a cold... Tis the season to be sneezy falalalala lalalala.... Apparantly the worst flu and cold season in Australia for quite a while
Sigh... i wonder if in my last year, I've made a difference. Have I made any impact? Have I done something right? Alright... i think i need to leave this entry as it is... writing when one's feeling a little unwell, stressed and a little emo's not a very good thing, especially just before a birthday... I can just see this entry going downhill, then I won't be too good for tomorrow.
this entry is so...... scattered...
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10:46 PMY