Monday, September 24, 2007;
so.... what does one do when one is home sick with a massive headache that has stuck around for a week?
One slurps hot chicken abalone noodles with fried shallots and peanuts.... sits in front of the tv, watch SVU and curls up like a furball under a blanket...
Today, i had 3 people tell me to hang in there.... Today, someone made me hot chocolate with soy... and told me I could have as many marshmallows as I wanted.... Today, that someone also took time out and spent 2 hrs speaking to me.... which proved that they really cared....
sometimes, its the people that makes it worth it to hang on and not walk out...
Today, i saw someone brushing their teeth in the car next to mine. That person swallowed the remnants of the brush and made me gag....
.... toodles.....
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9:28 PMY
Thursday, September 20, 2007;
sigh... this is really sad... I can't actually remember the last time I was in SingaporE?
Not in a very good place at the moment... and it sucks...
I should be happy... but i'm not...
I really wonder if I am doing an ok job... maybe I'm trying to handle too many things at the same time again...
Feeling really withdrawn... am supposed to be excited but somehow everything else that is happening is causing me to not be...
I hate how when u experience a high, your emotions can tumble really quickly to a very low place... and I haven't even had sugar!!!!!
Oh and here's another random thought: Michelle only likes eating Muffin tops :P
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8:25 PMY
Monday, September 17, 2007;
So the latest news is, I'm going to muster up ALL my courage and enter a couple of film festivals... one's in France, one in Germany and one in Finland...
it's scary, but if I don't try, I'll never get a break into the market... even if I get knocked back, it won't be too bad because it's my first go, BUT I HOPE IT DOESN'T!
wanted to enter the Berlin one, but I won't risk it, 'cos if I do, I can't enter it into any other festivals...
Maybe, just maybe, this is the start of the fulfillment of my bigger future.
So due to the many rules and regulations, I will not be posting my film on the world wide web, so fans in Singapore, you'll just have to wait till I get back...
In the mean time, I'll put up a few more production shots from the edited film, not in chronological order... Enjoy!






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5:37 PMY
Tuesday, September 11, 2007;
Woohoo!!!!!!!! I've finished shooting my production.... left with only VOs to record, I am through with the 2nd Rough Cut and it's all looking darn good if I can say so myself... so yes it's 3.20am, but I am happy....
Pictures up tomorrow....
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3:16 AMY
Saturday, September 08, 2007;
So.... what do u get when u're stressed, had another dairy overdoes and tired? YOU GET A CHILL and PIMPLES - easily... and add to that the start of spring with a combination of asthma? Sleepless nights full of wheezing and breathlessness...
Nonetheless...
Day 2 of production was good... but Michelle was too focused on the job and forgot that half the time, the door was open, it was raining and she was working in a t-shirt....
Oh well...
Production stills for day 2 shoot as follows...










and HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR TOMORROW MOTHER!~
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10:54 PMY
Wednesday, September 05, 2007;
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6:44 PMY