So nothin much happened the past 2 days in my life that's why i didn't blog... but guess what! i got my license in the mail today... not that impressed with the picture but hey it's still a license... haha
so here it is...
Question is: Why do pictures in cards always look so.... umm... yuck? the colour's pasty.... and i looked like i just saw a ghost or something...
well well.. i was also going through my phonebook last night 'cos i had to get someone to help me do something in sydney... then i realized... out of so many numbers on my list, not many would be able to help me... or should i say willingly... n for those of u in Sydney who are reading this... the key word here is NOT MANY...
Guess it can get quite sad... and another that went through my mind is this: should one get into trouble and turn to their friends, how many would actually stand by you and how many would turn away or even pretend that nothin happened and carry on with life? Yes you may have many friends... but how many are close enough to know how you really feel? And care so much about you that every moment spent together is having their focus on you and making you feel like a better person and not all about themselves,? If only everyone was like that, then this world would definitely be a better place.
And no i'm not saying that every friend around me is like the abovementioned kinda friends...
:)
I've got many good friends out there and i'm thankful for that... :) Those of you, you know who you are... And thank you for allowing me to enter your life...
Hmm... was also thinking while having my shower... How much of a difference have i made in the lives of others? What things have i done and accomplished that i can be proud of... To tell you the truth? I do not know... well... you might say alot... but then maybe it's my own high expectations that I feel I haven't tried hard enough... Ok enough of that depressin stuff...
Been thinking too much...
Maybe, just maybe a little too much for my own good...
All I know is, i'm going to put in more this year... prove to pple out there that I can do it... a little less partying and cruizing... more extra time in shooting "expeditions" and reading, and writing a few more scripts. Who knows what might come up for the next tropfest? Thanx to my forgetfulness that i missed the dateline of the last...
Oh yes... went to town this afternoon... and when i looked at my reflections in the mirror, i felt Yuck? I THINK I NEED TO QUICKLY GET BACK TO SYDNEY N START ON MY ROUTINE AGAIN... i'm feeling FAT... and even pple around me say i have more meat on my face.... NOT A GOOD THING :(
Oh.. went to the Nike Factory Outlet and guess what! I SCORED A JACKET! hahaha 20buckaroos... would prolly have cost more but haha i can fit into kids wear here so thus the cheaper price...
On a lighter note... we saw a very funny sign in town today... too bad i didn't bring my mp3 along 'cos if not i would have taken a photo... the sign from the chinese restaurant says this: We deliver and take away... does this mean they deliver the food to you and before you can do anything with it, they take it away? Or do they want to say that the restaurat does Delivery and allows take-aways? If i had a photo of it, would have sent it to Rove live for their WHAT THE? section... hahaha
OK enough for today... think this entry's too long... Plus a splittin headache... :
